Hold onto your spoons, folks, because things are getting weird in the world of influencers. Spanish influencer Paula Gonu has shocked her followers after she revealed that she put part of her leg in her soup – but before you start gagging, there’s a catch.

It turns out that Gonu recently underwent surgery and had a piece of her thigh bone removed. And rather than dispose of it like any sane person, she decided to turn it into a macabre soup ingredient. In a now-viral Instagram post, Gonu shared a photo of her holding a bone in her hand and captioned it, “Bone soup, anyone?”

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